too late

Hi， thanks for your email. It’s been a while....So...what are we gonna do? What do you want me to do? What are you expecting from me? I got so many things through while you are ...somewhere away from me. There were some nights I was thinking of you， I missed you， but never heard from you. You don’t know that. You can’t understand how miserable I was then， can you?...like now I don’t understand you. Hey， I would say it’s totally fair. This is not a revenge or something like that. It’s just...too late. Too late. That’s all. Maybe you know that， don’t you? Sorry， I can’t spoil you.