over

it’s over.
it was over.
i had sensed that but i couldn’t admit it. how could i.
people are just too kind to let me know the truth.
they are just too kind， caring about my feeling.
i was just like a stupid， knowing nothing， even being afraid to know the truth.
it had been over already.
he can’t see me anymore.
he’s not gonna see me in the future.
i will never see him.
i am just an outsider. i have no place in his mind.
cause everything was over long time ago.
it’s over.
i gotta understand that.